Friday, January 30, 2009

The book matches.



So the book I am reading today matches with my outfit! AHAHAHAH

It "AN UNQUIET MIND" by Kay Redfield Jamison", is a really great look into mental illness by someone who writes of it in a very unique and eloquent way., mostly from her own experiences.

But I'm only at Chapter 2.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Moving on Sunday.




So I will be moving into my new apt on Sunday afternoon! I am so so so excited. I have my keys and saw the place yesterday.
The landlord is amazing, he repainted everything just like he said he would. He is even cleaning up the basement for me! I was so happy that I gave him a hug! hehe..

I also have a new friend who knows how to silk screen and I asked him last night if he would show me how.

I'd love to make Moose Project T-Shirts and undies. Whatcha think? Would you buy one?

Oh and the best part is that the landlord painted the place a very very light pink!

Sunday couldnt come soon enough.

I will post pics once I am settled in!

I have the biggest smile on my face right now.
hehe

Friday, January 23, 2009

Tuesday, January 20, 2009




Oh my god. Have you seen Cassandra Smith's work!
Holly fucking shit!

Once again My love for you is a stampede of horses introduced her work to me.

This woman incorporates quilting with taxidermy.

My jaw has just hit the floor.
I think I may have found my new fav artist!
Her concept is real and honest and I totally connect with her inspiration.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Feeling calm and comfortable

So I woke up slowly and drank coffee listening to the sadies and packed alot.
Then I went skating alone. Skating has been helping me focus and feel alive again.

I came home after a long walk and made myself a great meal.

I havent cooked a great meal for myself in a really long time.. I forgot how much I enjoy cooking..

I guess I am feeling less sad and possibly more liberated.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Monday, January 12, 2009

Most amazing find!




Hey there internet!

I thank you for your positive thoughts. I found the place of my dreams!!!

check out photo's here...
http://www.flickr.com/photos/ashleybilodeau/

Things are definitely getting good again.

I am proud and happy with myself.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I need your positive thoughts.




Ok so I found a great apartment and now it's down to me and some 40 yr old man. I need all of you to hope, pray & wish that I will get this place. It is perfect for me.

Monday, January 5, 2009

Packing

It is both scary and promising. I've never actually lived on my own in my own apartment. I've always had roommates. This is a new direction and I think in the end will make me stronger.

I am opening a new door and hoping it will be a successful one.

I've also realized I own a lot of party dresses.